Ohh! gomen okay I will have confidence already
hahahh! weird me... feels so down lately thats why
I hate it :) hahah!! I am not saying you have a bad taste neechan
ahahha!! Thanks for the support :) I will be :)

ano... I am okay now..
yeap thats true.. its my disease I inherited
a a heart disease form my father side.. which is
somehwat unfortunate for me..
I am the only one who have this in the family haha!
but its not on the critical stage a GREAT possibility
of having one.. the doctor said :)
so nosebleeding is something I hate..
We have a lot of bloody tissue when that happens.
don't worry neechan i am okay I am :)

Perya how do we call that in english?
how cool i have been studying so hard I can't
even remember the last time I played in a perya
hahah!!! btw nee-chan are you ordering concert goods?